Things that I need to improve on

I had a productive and wonderful day.  I started to think about all the things in  my life.  I had a sudden panic attack about being 25. I guess there are many things I can improve on.

I need to work harder on my career

Learn to losen up and let things go. Not to worry too much.

Be nice and compassionate towards other.

Learn what I want without being easily influenced.

Do what is right for myself instead of listening to others

Dating

It's all fresh for me to come back to the dating scene.  Well, I went on this interesting date with a pretty hot guy.  It worked out in a strange way.  He told me that he is not the guy if a girl is looking for a husband or steady boyfriend, while I was telling him that I am not over my ex.  Ok, a girl who is still in love with her ex vs a guy who might potentailly have commitment problem.  I guess we can be friends haha.  I don't know.. I just think I am always attracted to danger and fun.  So, potentially I will always be in love with a guy who doesn't treat me right.  Basically, I don't always do what is best for me because I am impulsive and I follow my heart. 

What a day!

I am so sore today from the 2 hour work out I had.  I think the winter makes me very inactive.  I know I could be doing so many social things, but all I want to do is stay in my bed.  I just want to stay warm. All I do is talk on the phone with my ex boyfriend and chat with friends online. After a long day at work, I just want to lay down.

Would you go out on a date with someone from work?

Someone at work asked me out??? I think it's really bizzare!! I like all my coworkers but I don't know.. it is kinda weird?

I didn't want to make it weird, so I said sure.  All I do at work is talk shit about men and I don't know why they would ask me out??? I mean, I would love to hang out with him but I just think it's awkard to date someone from work?

Anyway...oh well, I don't really care. I love being single and I love my ex hahaha.  I should make that a t-shirt.

I do like to be asked out, but I am not really worried about finding a bf because I think it's a long and painful process.  I guess the right one is supposed to show up at my door steps one day. Hopefully! ( With flowers)

I just went to work out for two hours. One hour one this class called " Hot Bod" and another one was a pilate class.  I feel so great after the work out. 

Spirituality

There are many things that I can't tell you and I probably shouldn't say. I just feel blessed.

20 something

I am already 25 and can you believe it? On my other xanga site, I obessesively write about my love life.  Well, I guess I will try a different approach here. (Maybe?)  My roommate met a funny and cute guy yesterday, she is going to go on  a date with him this week.  How exciting!  My other friend confided in me about her lustful feelings towards a guy she met at the swimming pool.  My love life? Besides the fact that me and my ex still spend a lot of time talking, he just told me that he again took out my picture and put it on his desk.

Anyway, I was reading a lot of my entries I wrote.. wow, I think I am very different now from the 22 year old me.  I was so naive and so caught up in whatever stupid thing that I was doing.  I have become more realistic I guess.  The idea to move to London was so cute, because I am probably better off here.  I think I was just sick of the bitchyness of East Coast.  Never had I thought, Chicago would be the new home to me.  My life is still full of question marks.  I took my LSAT, so once I find out my score, I will have to decide what I am going to do... I am a lot more realistic these days, I think money and potential earning power are on top of my list in life.   I am definitely not a greedy bitch.. I just think those are essential for me to function well in this society.  Hopefully, I will get into a decent school and start a new life.

Ideal man

Here are the qualities that I want: Smart, funny, generous, cute face, tall, nice body, sexy, athletic, adorable,interesting, caring, good in bed, interesting, responsible and family oriented, someone who can put me in my place ( that's right, put the bitch in her place) jk.  I just want someone that can challenge me and would not let me walk all over him.  But!! He has to let me walk all over him sometimes and he has to adore me like a princess.  Is that too much to ask?  My ex might lack some of these qualities, but I adore him.

Men that are hot:

Which one would you date?  If you were a woman.

1) Jude Law

2) Gael Garcia Bernal

3) Matthew Mcconaughey

SEXY VS GOOD LOOKING

If had to choose between a really good looking man and a sexy guy ( Yeah, sure I have to make a lot of choices like that everyday??).  I think I would pick sexy...

If there are guys who talk about hot girls all the time, I would be of of the girls that talk about hot guys. I love men and romances.